Sunday, May 29, 2016

Keeping Houseplants

I have to admit that I am very envious of people like my father-in-law or my friend Carissa who are able to grow great vegetable gardens. I've tried once or twice, and failed every time. Luckily, my father-in-law shares plenty of what he reaps- at this moment there is a giant zucchini in my kitchen waiting to go to good use. Soon, my precious. However, I have been able to successfully keep my houseplants alive. I love having plants in our house. They help with air quality and they add a vibrant texture to our decor. Most of our houseplants reside in our living room, where they get plenty of light from our giant picture window. I have been expanding though, and my most recent addition is living happily in the dining room. When that plant joined the family I repotted all our bigger pieces, and a few weeks ago while Josh was out of town I entertained myself by doing the same with our succulents. That's what got me thinking about writing this post! While it wasn't intentional, most of my plants pop up on hard-to-kill lists, which certainly makes keeping them alive much easier. Luckily several of these, like the snake plant, dracaena, and aloe also pop up on lists of plants that improve air quality. For instance, I have 5 out of 10 of the plants on So Haute's list below

My aloe plant though had seen better days. It was actually a housewarming gift from our friend Eddie in 2009 and I had yet to repot it. Which explains why it was rather unhappy. So, one recent Sunday afternoon I sat down with my coffee, Pinterest, and plant, put some Joni Mitchell on, and got to work. I followed the instructions from this pin to replant it, and so far it seems to be doing well.

Using the Miracle-Gro's Cactus, Palm & Citrus Potting Mix along with a base layer of pebbles that I used for the aloe, I also split and repotted this little haworthia limifolia that I had picked up from Ikea a few months ago. I hadn't really been paying it much attention, but when I looked at it it had two other plants that had propogated off the first one. These two got their own little pot while the mama moved up to bigger digs. And I moved this bright green thing up to a bigger house, too. I have no idea what it is and can't even remember where I got it, ha.

A few months ago I repotted the bigger plants when I picked up a new addition. It was donated in a furniture pick-up my boss and I went on. We don't sell real plants in our store, so I happily offered to take it home. It's a variety of croton, but that's all I know about it. When I moved it into a real pot I moved my jade plant, snake plant and dracaena up to bigger ones, too. For these plants I used a moisture control potting mix, since I'm not always the best at remembering to water. Thank goodness for their hard-to-kill factor, right? They also seem to be relatively happy. The snake plant is struggling a little bit, but it was a messy replant, so I'm keeping my fingers crossed it improves a bit. The dracaena really responded well, though and has gotten much taller.

For all my plants I use Ikea's Kardemumma white pots. I love the bright white color. I like nearly everything in bright white. I like nearly everything from Ikea, for that matter. The graphic patterns on them make them just a bit more interesting. Excuse my wrinkly slipcover above. I'm just not the kind of person who iron's their slipcovers. The only plant I haven't had to repot yet is the golden pothos that was a housewarming gift from Josh's mother. Those plants really are almost impossible to kill. It lives in my office and probably gets neglected more than any other plant for that reason- I'm just not in there that often. However, a quick trimming of dead leaves and a hearty dose of water, and it will spring back to life in just a day. Luckily when I planted it I put it in my biggest pot, knowing what prodigious growers they are, so I don't foresee having to move it any time soon.

To maintain all my improvements I water them once a week, if their soil is dry. Everyone seems to be happy so far. And if you don't have a green thumb, don't worry. Even I have a few fake's in my house. They're actually new additions that I bought for dark spaces or places where I know I wouldn't be able to keep a living plant successfully. For instance, in my Hippo bust that my friend Holly got me for Christmas.
So that's how my garden, er, my indoor menagerie grows. How about yours?

Monday, May 9, 2016

Allyship: The Oppressed Aren't Your Educators

A few days ago a friend and former classmate posted this article on Facebook and asked for open discussion.

Image and Article by Margaret Jacobsen
A conversation then occurred in the comment section between myself and another former classmate, who felt that the author might have been overreacting in some instances to what was just genuine curiosity from some people. For example, a lot of the encounters the author talks about are people commenting on or touching (without permission) her hair. Without probably realizing it, this former classmate pointed out a problem area for most majority persons trying to be good allies. It is not a minority individual's job to educate the majority, who are usually too lazy to bother learning anything outside their personal experience until a minority person enters their sphere. Curiosity is not an excuse to put the burden of your understanding onto others. If you are curious, educate yourself. In an instance such as this, my friend opened up an opportunity for dialogue and in such situations it is probably okay to ask questions. However, in the instances that the author describes, people think they are engaging the author in conversation when really they are making the author's existence all about themselves, "Hey, you're different than me, tell me why." Not to mention the violation of personal space involved in touching another person.

This article resonated with me because I do happen to have a fascination and respect for African-American hair. There can be so much style, power, and expression in the way people of color wear their hair. Natural, relaxed, weaves, extensions, wigs, and lots more aspects that I have yet to educate myself on. (I also happen to have hair like straw, as the author describes some of the individuals she encounters.) But I don't just walk up to my friends and ask them to tell me about their hair. And I certainly don't just put my hands in their hair. So I've read articles, listened to podcasts, read books, and watch documentaries. For example, on the topic of black hair I listened to a Stuff Mom Never Told You podcast with Lori L. Tharpe you can find here. Lori L. Tharpe is co-author of Hair Story: Untangling the Roots of Black Hair in America

I haven't gotten to read it yet, but it's on my (way too long) To-Read list. I also watched the documentary Good Hair. Admittedly, I was assigned to watch this doc in my Film & TV Analysis class, but it was already on my (also way too long) To-Watch list. If you are interested in this topic like I am, the documentary or the podcast is probably the quickest way to acquaint yourself with it and learn why when you ask a black woman, or man for that matter, about their hair, you are asking a whole lot more than you realize. 

Making the effort to educate yourself can actually open up much more meaningful conversations with your friends. Saying, "I read this book/article/saw this movie/heard this interview and would like to know what you think," is much more effective than basically asking someone to educate you about some facet of their oppression. If you want to learn more about being a good ally to oppressed groups/individuals, check out the article 10 Common Things Well-Intentioned Allies Do That Are Actually Counterproductive on Everyday Feminism (Hint: we've been talking about #4 here).

Friday, April 29, 2016

My Graduation Project: Shelter Room Makeover

Since August of 2015 I've been working as a part-time sales associate at The Resale Shop, which is a social enterprise of the non-profit Center for Transforming Lives. I decided shortly before graduation that I wanted to do a charitable project with any gift money I received. A perfect opportunity arose when I discovered that our organization was looking to makeover several of the rooms in our emergency women's shelter. I stepped in after a volunteer group painted one of the rooms and finished the transformation. It was hard work, but so much fun. It felt really good to spend my gift money on something for others and it was wonderful to see the reactions of the people who run and utilize the shelter. I didn't think to take a lot of "before" pictures, so these are some shots of the room once I had already started painting the furniture.

I painted the existing furniture the same color as the walls to make them recede and make the room feel bigger. I bought the bath and bedding items at Ikea (aka heaven), and the frames on mega-sale at Michael's. All the art is free stuff I found via Pinterest (view my project board here), with the exception of the Maya Angelou quote. I was in love with this print, but I obviously couldn't spend $400 on it, and it was out of stock even if I could. So I made my own version. All the larger pieces I had printed at Staples, the smaller ones I did at home on card stock. I actually have an entire second room's worth of stuff sitting in my office, just waiting to go to work when another shelter room has been painted and is ready for sprucing up. I can't wait to show that one when I've had the opportunity to do it. Below are the results of the project. If you live in the DFW area and would be interested in supporting our mission through volunteer work, please go here to learn more about our volunteer opportunities or come see me at The Resale Shop!

Tuesday, April 26, 2016

A Tale of Tuition: How I Escaped College with (Almost) No Debt

I am lucky enough to have been accepted to the Master of Arts program in UNT's Department of Media Arts. I'll begin this fall, so naturally I have been thinking about (stressing about, really) tuition costs and how to pay them. UNT is referred to as "Mean Green," and while it isn't a direct commentary on tuition, sometimes it feels like it. However, I am lucky enough to have escaped with my undergraduate degree relatively debt-free. That's practically a pun, since the only student loan debt I current have is roughly $3000 I owe my father-in-law. More on that later. So, what did I do to try and make my education as frugal as possible?

First and foremost, I started out at my local community college. Being a first time college student 12 years after graduating high school meant I knew I was going to have to play catch up in certain areas (me + 12 years = bad math skills). The most cost effective way to get that done is at a community college. Also, the university that I eventually wanted to attend is a 45 mile commute from my house. The community college campus I attended was about 5 minutes from my then workplace, allowing me to work more. We made too much money for me to qualify for any financial aid while I went to community college. Between the catch up work I needed to do and a few extra courses I took that I'd need for my BA, but weren't required for my AA, it took me 3 years to finish community college. Those 3 years cost me a mere $3745 in tuition. That is an amazing deal! If I had taken those 3 years at my university, it would have cost roughly an extra $25,000. I also went back and took a science course I needed during the 2015 summer break, which cost $220.

Community college actually continued to save me money once I had moved on to UNT. UNT offers two types of transfer scholarships- a general one and one for Phi Theta Kappa members. Phi Theta Kappa is an honor society for two-year college students that I joined. I knew that maintaining a 4.0 GPA would make me eligible for a $3000 scholarship. I worked hard and was able to meet my goal. I was awarded a transfer scholarship, and through maintaining a GPA above 3.25 at UNT my scholarship was renewed for a second year. So, that was an extra $6000 towards tuition that my time at community college helped me obtain. The year before I would start at UNT my husband was laid-off. I would hardly call that a blessing, but it did mean that when we filed our taxes and I filled out my FAFSA that our income was much lower than usual. This made me eligible for some financial aid the first year. This is not a helpful tip, as I'm sure we can all agree we'd rather have a steady income than a lay-off in our household. Luckily, my husband found employment again, but in the meantime the $3250 educational grant I got from the state certainly helped. That was the only financial aid I received at UNT. I also decided to double major and had a minor as well, so it took me 2.5 years to get my BA. What was the damage after my $9250 in scholarship and grant funds? $18,112.48.

Text books are a notorious area of expense for college students, and it was certainly no different for me. The best advice I have is to rent your textbooks when you can and do price comparisons on rental rates. I used Chegg, Amazon,, and my university's Barnes and Noble store. There are plenty of other options. Do your price comparison as soon as you know what books you will need.If you have a tablet or a laptop that you can use in the classroom then look at e-books as another money saving option. I spent roughly $1100 on books over my 5.5 years of school.

An additional expense I had was parking permits. My first year at UNT I bought a general parking pass for $135. Unfortunately the general parking lot was literally (I google mapped it) a mile from the buildings my classes were in. In the Texas heat and the particularly brutal winter we had that year (one of my finals got postponed 4 times due to ice & snow) it wasn't a pleasurable walk. That summer I did a freelance blog design and used the money I made to buy a $225 premium parking permit for the next year. The premium parking lot was across the street from the building my classes were in. Much better, especially as I had night classes that year. For my last semester I complained in an anonymous transportation survey about the lack of permit options for students graduating in the fall. Two days later there was a fall-only premium permit option. Result! And bonus, it was $50 cheaper. All told, I spent $535 on parking. Yeah, that's yucky, but it's part of being a commuter student.

So, for my AA and BA with a double major and a minor the total price tag was roughly $23,700. That number will rise to a little over $24,000 once I'm done paying back my father-in-law. I made a business proposal to him that was to our equal benefit when I was running short on tuition funds one semester. His cash savings was making barely 1%. Student loan rates had risen to nearly 7%. I offered to pay him 3% on a tuition loan, and he agreed. Aside from the $4,050 I borrowed from him, which is now paid down to $3000, everything else was paid out of pocket.

But how did we pay out of pocket? First and foremost, with the exception of about 6 months when I was in between jobs, I worked throughout my entire college career. Sometimes I had more than one job, and for a brief period I had 3! I stayed at my full-time position, although working more part-time hours. I got a side-gig as a notetaker at the community college for the disability support department. This was minimum wage, but as my main employer was very likely to die from cancer I wanted to do something that would give me current references in the event of his death. That job turned into a position in the inaugural leadership program. I facilitated new student orientations, served as a campus representative, and did other campus based support jobs. This earned me a roughly $500 stipend per semester and that all went towards tuition. I started working as a blogger for a local furniture store during that time, and eventually moved to working there steadily after my original employer did pass away. It was admittedly very nice when I was unemployed for those few months after leaving the furniture store. I enjoyed being able to focus on my school work completely. But, those tuition bills come right on schedule, so I had to get back to the grind pretty quickly. I've been working part-time in resale since then.

Another key to paying for tuition? Tax refunds. Prior to enrolling in college we typically cut a check to the IRS every April. My husband had worked as a music instructor for several years, and was paid as contract labor. He quit teaching roughly around the time I started at UNT. So, we did have less income coming in, and that decrease came in the area that we were paying taxes on. On top of that I was finally paying enough in tuition that using the American Opportunity Credit was a better option. Each year we got a tax refund, that money got set aside to pay for tuition. This is a particularly effective way to pay down tuition, in my opinion, because the next year I get a credit again, for tuition that was paid with my tax refund. My tax refund is funding my next tax refund, in a sense.

So, how to go forward with my education in as frugal a manner as possible? Right now there are some unknowns. What I do know is that I have a $2000 graduate grant from UNT and a $5000 work/study stipend for a TA position I was awarded. The TA position also comes with tuition for 3 credit hours, which means 1 of my 3 classes is already paid for. According to the UNT tuition calculator, the grant and stipend should cover the rest of my tuition, although course fees aren't factored in and there's still books to buy. I will have to maintain my part-time job, on top of school and TA work, but it will be all the better if I know that my school is paid for and we can even maybe save some money while I'm continuing my education.

Have any tips for a soon-to-be grad student? Any ways you found to save on higher education? Please share!

Sunday, April 17, 2016

What is a Jawsgirly?

Jawsgirly has been my internet nom de plume since 1998, so it only seemed natural to use it for the name of my website. My husband's handle is Jawshoeuh and I'm his girly, so Jawshoeuh + girly = Jawsgirly. I've been his girly for over 18 years now, and I am oh so thankful for him and his love everyday.

This blog is a reinvigoration and reimagining of my earlier blog, On This Harvest Moon. Much has changed for me since I stopped blogging several years ago. I graduated from the University of North Texas with a Bachelors Degree in History and Radio, Television, Film and a minor in Women's & Gender Studies. I'm getting ready to start the MA program in Critical Cultural Studies in UNT's Department of Media Arts. My education has been key in defining who I am and who I want to be, so that will be a topic I write about a lot. My main focus in media arts is Feminist media analysis, and within my history degree I focused on the experiences of women and minorities in the U.S. My feminist motto is, "Go Intersectional or Go Home." For me to be what I consider a good feminist, I need to be addressing all the various discriminations that women can face- not just sexism. And I also need to be aware of how these discriminations can intertwine with societal concepts of gender to negatively impact men as well. I try to apply that to my study of American history, to my media work, and to my daily life. I hope to write about current events, but I also plan to do some media analysis writing here to talk about how our culture of discrimination shows up in our cultural products. I definitely plan to write about my grad school experiences and the plans I'm making for my future. I want to be a university level professor, which means I've got to go all the way to the big PhD. As a woman in her mid-30s, what is that going to be like? I don't know yet, but when I do I'll tell you.

I suffer from a chronic illness called Fibromyalgia, along with an assortment of non-life-threatening-but-still-pretty-annoying conditions. I'd be lying if I said it doesn't make life a bit difficult sometimes. I'm trying to improve my level of self-care, so I'm sure that I will write about my experiences with my conditions from time to time.

Now that I'm done trying to sound important, I must confess I'm really just a goofball at heart. I'm a fully acknowledged Pinterest addict. I love doing little projects around my house, or others houses for that matter. I love to cook, when I have the energy. I'm trying to get back into running 5ks and enjoy working out socially. When I'm not completely absorbed by school or exhausted, I do some work with a local comedy group. I'm figuring out how to balance our financial needs with the costs of going to grad school. I have to clean house, and do laundry, and feed our cat. We need to replace my husband's car. I'll be writing about all that general daily life stuff some, too.

So, that's what a Jawsgirly is. A girl in love with a jawshoeuh, a feminist, a student, a goofball, and once again, a blogger.